OK so....
i thought i wanted to move from livejournal to here
but after looking at how few templates we have here and no galleries and blah blah blah I have decided to swap back over...not that i even think anyone has read this blog...
but it is moving
http://mom2twoangels.livejournal.com
Saturday, December 15, 2007
So what I should be doing vs what I AM doing...
So I got bobby to keep the kids this weekend so I could clean the house...I really don't know why we are so worried about cleaning, its basically clean just needs to be tidyied up...and basically its a good excuse to do it. SO I should be cleaning...
But instead I am sitting on the couch eating reese cups and playing on the computer. At least I was researching my mac cause Bobby is putting it on ebay. SO hey some productiveness right? LOL
:)
but look at these :)
But instead I am sitting on the couch eating reese cups and playing on the computer. At least I was researching my mac cause Bobby is putting it on ebay. SO hey some productiveness right? LOL
:)
but look at these :)
Friday, December 14, 2007
Very possibly the hardest I have EVER laughed in my life....
SO i got a facebook acct today..well ok the other day...and ok I admit it was to look for someone, but anyway not important. My brother has about 140 albums and for those of you who don't know (haha like anyone is reading this) he is big into photography...and photoshop...wasn't until i was but thats another story...
SO i stumble across these pictures...which show the funnier side of photoshop...
SO i stumble across these pictures...which show the funnier side of photoshop...
Limo Pizza Party...
Awhile back Catherine brought home the oh so loved fundraiser stuff. Really crap, you pay 10 dollars for something that turns out to be an inch tall and breaks fast, OR candy that has 5 pieces in a box. But there was a catch, they told all the kids if they sold 250 dollars worth of stuff they got a pizza party limo ride!!!
Of course my innocent first time 6 year old was all about this. First problem I had is they had to right to pump this up so much to these kids in her class, they are all babies, they are barely 5, some 6 but I think Catherine is the oldest one. They don't understand what it really means to sell 250 dollars...
I explained to her the amount of stuff that was and told her that this time I would do it, that no matter what we would get her that limo ride, but she had to understand after this time, we would sell what we could and wouldn't worry about the big prize anymore. She agreed, I am trying to help her understand money and how much things cost and so forth.
So I ended up spending 45 dollars, her daddy bought 50 something, grampa bought 40, gramma bought 40 and john (uncle) bought like 30 dollars worth. Then we sold very few things to other people and got her enough to be part of the party.
Fast foward today...of course her teacher forgot to send the paper home telling me it was today!! So i missed it but she got to be a part of it. Thank goodness her teacher did send home the permission form awhile back. So my sweet little baby girl got to ride in a limo.
She said only 3 in her room got to go, it was her and Waylen, and crying Danny. She has two dannys in her room, talking danny and crying danny lol. There were many others but from what i understand the three stuck together. It was from 10:30 to 12:30 so a good part of the day :)
She had fun and thank goodness there weren't many parents there so she was cool without me there. She said it was like she was a big girl off on her own with her two friends.
So my baby girl has ridden in a limo!! She was so thrilled...Then i sent her away to her daddy's :( but just cause i gotta get the total house cleaned tomorrow for kristi coming wednesday woo hoo plus i gotta wrap their presents and make sure I am done with theirs.
Of course my innocent first time 6 year old was all about this. First problem I had is they had to right to pump this up so much to these kids in her class, they are all babies, they are barely 5, some 6 but I think Catherine is the oldest one. They don't understand what it really means to sell 250 dollars...
I explained to her the amount of stuff that was and told her that this time I would do it, that no matter what we would get her that limo ride, but she had to understand after this time, we would sell what we could and wouldn't worry about the big prize anymore. She agreed, I am trying to help her understand money and how much things cost and so forth.
So I ended up spending 45 dollars, her daddy bought 50 something, grampa bought 40, gramma bought 40 and john (uncle) bought like 30 dollars worth. Then we sold very few things to other people and got her enough to be part of the party.
Fast foward today...of course her teacher forgot to send the paper home telling me it was today!! So i missed it but she got to be a part of it. Thank goodness her teacher did send home the permission form awhile back. So my sweet little baby girl got to ride in a limo.
She said only 3 in her room got to go, it was her and Waylen, and crying Danny. She has two dannys in her room, talking danny and crying danny lol. There were many others but from what i understand the three stuck together. It was from 10:30 to 12:30 so a good part of the day :)
She had fun and thank goodness there weren't many parents there so she was cool without me there. She said it was like she was a big girl off on her own with her two friends.
So my baby girl has ridden in a limo!! She was so thrilled...Then i sent her away to her daddy's :( but just cause i gotta get the total house cleaned tomorrow for kristi coming wednesday woo hoo plus i gotta wrap their presents and make sure I am done with theirs.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Dance Dance Dance...
Ok so i love that she is involved, just hate getting dressed, going pick her up, finding some remote spot for her to get into her dance attire and dropping her off and then coming right back home!!
But I had a major killer headache last week and she didn't get to go so I know I need to take her today....so here I am fixing to get Connor dressed up and take him into town to take Catherine to dance.
The same town my mother told me I couldn't (yes couldn't) come into town earlier because WE NEED TO SAVE MONEY...now mind you my brother has been playing anywhere he WANTS all week long, me stuck to stay at home all freaking day every day.
Sigh..wonder if she has thought about the fact that she will have to leave early to take catherine once my truck is gone. Oh and she just realized the other night that it MIGHT bother me to have my truck taken away and sold (and me not get the money)...
uggg (i just woke up and i am cranky stupid ddream where it was so weird i can't explain it at all)
But I had a major killer headache last week and she didn't get to go so I know I need to take her today....so here I am fixing to get Connor dressed up and take him into town to take Catherine to dance.
The same town my mother told me I couldn't (yes couldn't) come into town earlier because WE NEED TO SAVE MONEY...now mind you my brother has been playing anywhere he WANTS all week long, me stuck to stay at home all freaking day every day.
Sigh..wonder if she has thought about the fact that she will have to leave early to take catherine once my truck is gone. Oh and she just realized the other night that it MIGHT bother me to have my truck taken away and sold (and me not get the money)...
uggg (i just woke up and i am cranky stupid ddream where it was so weird i can't explain it at all)
SO I just wasted an hour of my life...
So connor found electrical tape and a roll of stickers, both of which fully entertained him for a good hour as he put tiny stickers all over his sleeper and unrolled the complete role of tape. Hey neither cost much and he was having so much fun.
SO what did i do? Search on the internet for andi tuck...grrrrr it aggravates me that I am so curious. I looked on facebook, myspace, reverse phone number but no way am i paying 14.95 for them to tell me its an at&t cell phone, i already know that. The number does come up as pulaski tennessee which doesn't seem to be all that close to chatanooga?? I dunno, maybe she moved. I think my uncle knew that they were dating cause 1. he worked at the same place she did and 2. he kept asking my gramma if things were ok with me and bobby. Which if he was a normal uncle would be alright but he is a jerk who thinks he is better then my family so he doesn't talk to us, so the fact he kept questioning my relationship tells me that he knew, now did he have the balls to tell me? heck to the no...why do people do that?
When my mom was married and was discussing leaving my dad, people told her to get a private investigator, but I mean how expensive are they, plus no one said she NEEDED to she just thought everyone was being funny. Then after kicking him out and later finding out he had been cheating on her with his woman named Kim, numerous people came up to her and told her they had seen them together. Who does that? First why would you not tell the wife, so you don't want to cause drama, hello something is already wrong, and ok so you decide not to tell keep your freaking mouth shut after it all comes out.
Anyway back on track, I didn't seem to find her, I don't know what age she is or if she went to school in tennessee....see this is the same crap i get on my mom about. But somehow I feel drawn to find out about her, I can't help it. I want to find out about the woman who shared a bed with my husband? How crazy is that?? I try asking him things and he just says its none of my business. I want to chew her out, i want to talk to her, i dunno, but he gets all mad if i mention it, and the one time i did text message her she just ran to him and it just turned into a big fight. LOL. I should be allowed to learn what I want to learn. But would it make it worse? So all I know is that her name is really Andrea, but she hates it, goes by Andi, her phone number is blah blah, and she used to be a continuous improvement something or another for Pilgrims pride, and then she quit. The only reason I know she quit is cause he has to go to chatanooga for something and that was his way of reassuring me. Haha like i believed him totally who knows.
Oh and I have a picture....
She isn't drop dead gorgeous but she is prettier then me,and skinnier...but I mean obviously she couldn't keep him...I am going on and on about this and prolly the only person who reads this is my sister and she doesn't even need to know all this info lol. OH i should get her to call from colorado..haha she wouldn't think it was me then. But what would I have her ask? See if she had a myspace i would befriend her to find stuff out. OMG i am sick...ok i am dropping it...right now i really am.
SO what did i do? Search on the internet for andi tuck...grrrrr it aggravates me that I am so curious. I looked on facebook, myspace, reverse phone number but no way am i paying 14.95 for them to tell me its an at&t cell phone, i already know that. The number does come up as pulaski tennessee which doesn't seem to be all that close to chatanooga?? I dunno, maybe she moved. I think my uncle knew that they were dating cause 1. he worked at the same place she did and 2. he kept asking my gramma if things were ok with me and bobby. Which if he was a normal uncle would be alright but he is a jerk who thinks he is better then my family so he doesn't talk to us, so the fact he kept questioning my relationship tells me that he knew, now did he have the balls to tell me? heck to the no...why do people do that?
When my mom was married and was discussing leaving my dad, people told her to get a private investigator, but I mean how expensive are they, plus no one said she NEEDED to she just thought everyone was being funny. Then after kicking him out and later finding out he had been cheating on her with his woman named Kim, numerous people came up to her and told her they had seen them together. Who does that? First why would you not tell the wife, so you don't want to cause drama, hello something is already wrong, and ok so you decide not to tell keep your freaking mouth shut after it all comes out.
Anyway back on track, I didn't seem to find her, I don't know what age she is or if she went to school in tennessee....see this is the same crap i get on my mom about. But somehow I feel drawn to find out about her, I can't help it. I want to find out about the woman who shared a bed with my husband? How crazy is that?? I try asking him things and he just says its none of my business. I want to chew her out, i want to talk to her, i dunno, but he gets all mad if i mention it, and the one time i did text message her she just ran to him and it just turned into a big fight. LOL. I should be allowed to learn what I want to learn. But would it make it worse? So all I know is that her name is really Andrea, but she hates it, goes by Andi, her phone number is blah blah, and she used to be a continuous improvement something or another for Pilgrims pride, and then she quit. The only reason I know she quit is cause he has to go to chatanooga for something and that was his way of reassuring me. Haha like i believed him totally who knows.
Oh and I have a picture....
She isn't drop dead gorgeous but she is prettier then me,and skinnier...but I mean obviously she couldn't keep him...I am going on and on about this and prolly the only person who reads this is my sister and she doesn't even need to know all this info lol. OH i should get her to call from colorado..haha she wouldn't think it was me then. But what would I have her ask? See if she had a myspace i would befriend her to find stuff out. OMG i am sick...ok i am dropping it...right now i really am.
Easter Pics...waaaaay late :)
SO i just finally got bobby to give me a picture of the kids in their Easter outfits. With us being separated its been weird as far as holidays cause even getting along, too much has happened with each of our families so we (well I) still prefer everything is separate. So last easter...which actually we were still fighting bad, he had the kids and I had bought the kids beautiful clothes and he swore he would give me pictures and here it is christmas and I now have them...but none the less look how cute :)
know what sucks?!!
What sucks is having to pay 36 dollars over draft fee for a check that i was less than a dollar from having enough money for...so for like 60 something cents i am paying 36 dollars and the bank is very sorry but theres nothing they can do.
What sucks is even after me buying EVERY christmas present my kids are getting and my siblings, when i ask to borrow 40 dollars to bring my acct to the positive JUST till tomorrow when I take back this stuff to advanced auto i didn't need, my mom then tells me i need to be more careful. HELLO I thought i had the money but apparently i miss subtracted.
What sucks is writing a check for 38 dollars to buy stuff for an oil change, getting the oil changed THEN the next day your brother telling you that he is selling the truck you just put your last 38 dollars in PLUS the 36 overdraft for the 60 something cents that I didn't have in the bank...
OK i am over it and just needed to vent...grrrr...
i know it was my stupidity to not check my subtraction but if i hadn't given her the WHOLE 125 I got for child support last week (and the weeks before that) then I would have had more money in the bank.
Sigh...
ok...im over it totally now
seriously
i am :)
going to bed..oh crap forgot to call bobby, now i will wake him up and he will be in a pissy mood and we will fight...hmmmm but then it will be his fault not mine hahaha
What sucks is even after me buying EVERY christmas present my kids are getting and my siblings, when i ask to borrow 40 dollars to bring my acct to the positive JUST till tomorrow when I take back this stuff to advanced auto i didn't need, my mom then tells me i need to be more careful. HELLO I thought i had the money but apparently i miss subtracted.
What sucks is writing a check for 38 dollars to buy stuff for an oil change, getting the oil changed THEN the next day your brother telling you that he is selling the truck you just put your last 38 dollars in PLUS the 36 overdraft for the 60 something cents that I didn't have in the bank...
OK i am over it and just needed to vent...grrrr...
i know it was my stupidity to not check my subtraction but if i hadn't given her the WHOLE 125 I got for child support last week (and the weeks before that) then I would have had more money in the bank.
Sigh...
ok...im over it totally now
seriously
i am :)
going to bed..oh crap forgot to call bobby, now i will wake him up and he will be in a pissy mood and we will fight...hmmmm but then it will be his fault not mine hahaha
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Our Super Cool Trip...
So we went to south east huntsville today to look at the christmas lights. Catherine at age two liked them but what like "eh whatever". Connor on the other hand goes crazy saying "ohhh momma" every time he sees a new house with lights. It was awesome, I love the christmas lights.
Anyway that was our super cool awesome evening :)
Anyway that was our super cool awesome evening :)
I knew this would happen...
SO I knew that because of the dream I would want to fight with him today. But I seriously tried not to. I knew why I was feeling hurt and insecure...i knew it was just a stupid realistic dream, but I couldn't help it. I tried calling him all day, honestly I wanted to tell him about it and hear him reassure me I was the only one in his life blah blah. Its weird cause we are so...I don't know what we are. We are getting along and I mean working on our marriage..but I have said before that I think both of us have settled into the together but not routine and we like where we live and our lives apart and together.
Anyway off topic...so I called like 5 times today, he never answered. This is an ongoing fight of ours because the main reason I won't move back to russellville is because I have always been less important then his job. His son gets put in the hospital, he can't go with me cause he has to work, i am puking my guts out with two small children, he has to go cause he can't miss work, mind you everyone else does miss, and its not that kind of job where he can't miss. He actually is in upper management and computer something or another so he is basically his own boss. I was this wife he kept hidden at home and had this whole separate life at work. And then once we started getting along he wouldn't talk to me in front of this B**** named Whitney. He would wait till he was on a smoking break...
Which have I mentioned that he is smoking again? When I first started dating him and was soooo infatuated with him, he smoked and i worked with him to quit. He had been quit a good 7 years at LEAST no wait about 8 or 9 years. But because I left him when he got into the angry stage he started smoking cause he knew I wouldn't want him to. Sigh which on a side note is prolly the only reason we are getting along cause when he gets frustrated and angry he just smokes and the whole world is better. So I haven't really pushed him to quit, except to remind him it was the stupidest thing he has ever done.
OK off topic again...so he wouldn't talk to me except when away from work, then i was visiting him and someone saw us and called him and asked who was in the car with him and he just said a friend. ANYWAY how did i even get off this....let me reread....haha...OH yes so it is kinda an ongoing argument about him not talking to me except when he is on his lunch or on his way home, which actually is frustrating cause if something is wrong with the kids i can call 100 times and he won't answer.
So today i really just wanted to talk to him and he wouldn't answer so then around 5:30 he calls. I am short and he says he left his phone at home and didn't know my number. Ok first off he didn't know my number?!! wth? I mean what if something goes wrong...what if he doesn't have his cell and is stranded on the side of the road or worse something happens to the kids and he doesn't have his phone...plus it hurt...cause again it just showed how unimportant i am. BUT honestly all this was stupid and not important and i was just hurt cause the the stupid dream. I ended up clamming up and him just giving up and hanging up prolly thinking i was a nut cause he didn't do anything wrong.
Anyone know Andi Tuck from Chattanooga? I really would like to talk to her...grr she has caused me so much pain. I think her name is Andrea Tuck but she doesn't like Andrea so she goes by Andi. I have her phone number...anyone want to call her up for me? haha i am kidding, maybe she will google her own name and it will bring her up here. If she does I Hope she emails me.
Know what I would ask her...seriously I would ask her how in the world she was walking along, tripped and landed mouth open on my husband....well you get the picture but yea i would ask her that. And I would ask her if she knew that there were two small children involved. And if she ever thought of that. Plus honestly just out of curiosity i want to know why she all the sudden dropped him...isn't that weird? I just want to know. I have to know and he just says that she stopped talkign to everyone but that just seems weird?
Anyway I am going to call him in a minute and explain and apologize i think haha.
Anyway off topic...so I called like 5 times today, he never answered. This is an ongoing fight of ours because the main reason I won't move back to russellville is because I have always been less important then his job. His son gets put in the hospital, he can't go with me cause he has to work, i am puking my guts out with two small children, he has to go cause he can't miss work, mind you everyone else does miss, and its not that kind of job where he can't miss. He actually is in upper management and computer something or another so he is basically his own boss. I was this wife he kept hidden at home and had this whole separate life at work. And then once we started getting along he wouldn't talk to me in front of this B**** named Whitney. He would wait till he was on a smoking break...
Which have I mentioned that he is smoking again? When I first started dating him and was soooo infatuated with him, he smoked and i worked with him to quit. He had been quit a good 7 years at LEAST no wait about 8 or 9 years. But because I left him when he got into the angry stage he started smoking cause he knew I wouldn't want him to. Sigh which on a side note is prolly the only reason we are getting along cause when he gets frustrated and angry he just smokes and the whole world is better. So I haven't really pushed him to quit, except to remind him it was the stupidest thing he has ever done.
OK off topic again...so he wouldn't talk to me except when away from work, then i was visiting him and someone saw us and called him and asked who was in the car with him and he just said a friend. ANYWAY how did i even get off this....let me reread....haha...OH yes so it is kinda an ongoing argument about him not talking to me except when he is on his lunch or on his way home, which actually is frustrating cause if something is wrong with the kids i can call 100 times and he won't answer.
So today i really just wanted to talk to him and he wouldn't answer so then around 5:30 he calls. I am short and he says he left his phone at home and didn't know my number. Ok first off he didn't know my number?!! wth? I mean what if something goes wrong...what if he doesn't have his cell and is stranded on the side of the road or worse something happens to the kids and he doesn't have his phone...plus it hurt...cause again it just showed how unimportant i am. BUT honestly all this was stupid and not important and i was just hurt cause the the stupid dream. I ended up clamming up and him just giving up and hanging up prolly thinking i was a nut cause he didn't do anything wrong.
Anyone know Andi Tuck from Chattanooga? I really would like to talk to her...grr she has caused me so much pain. I think her name is Andrea Tuck but she doesn't like Andrea so she goes by Andi. I have her phone number...anyone want to call her up for me? haha i am kidding, maybe she will google her own name and it will bring her up here. If she does I Hope she emails me.
Know what I would ask her...seriously I would ask her how in the world she was walking along, tripped and landed mouth open on my husband....well you get the picture but yea i would ask her that. And I would ask her if she knew that there were two small children involved. And if she ever thought of that. Plus honestly just out of curiosity i want to know why she all the sudden dropped him...isn't that weird? I just want to know. I have to know and he just says that she stopped talkign to everyone but that just seems weird?
Anyway I am going to call him in a minute and explain and apologize i think haha.
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